If the next life

Texture, flexibility, both cold and heat, and drought resistance, poor. Word of the living environment of low demand and low. This is the Pu Wei character. The author lives closest - the mother is the same one as Puwei flexibility, determination of women.

Birth mother, a total of eleven children, four aborted, five men short ultra ugg boots and two women grew up. I am the mother of one the most trouble.

That year, I suffered from empyema disease, high fever forty days. Only the late sitting, not lying. Mother would put a low stool in bed, a high bench, I sit low stool, lying on the high bench to sleep. The mother is sitting in the back leaning on my own, in case I fall asleep sideways. In this way, more than twenty days, his mother every day, staying up until dawn.

Since then, I'm struck by a decade. Decade, the disease in my body, pain in the female heart. As a rule I'm sick, my mother asked to visit doctors medicine, pray, day night, the ever-present as; wind, rain, go everywhere. For decades, the disease relentlessly hurt my body, but also ruthlessly sucking the mother's efforts bite.

Ten years later, I am in the provincial capital hospital surgery. After three days and nights are at risk of, failure to open your eyes, with only a gossamer-like breath to prove that I was still alive. Three days and nights, the mother quietly at my side guard, and always do not exist.

In the famine years that thirty years boy scout louboutin glee shoes ago to address the problem of feeding a large family, is a very difficult thing. To the spring famine every season, is the mother of the toughest, most miserable days of worry. Overnight for the sake of a few liters of grain, the number of times after dinner, how many times the wind and rain, my mother always try to avoid the eyes of the family, quietly slipped out of the house.

Obscures the night, the mother stays an old Busan, clip a handful of bamboo Kei, hides a worry sad heart, a hesitant step further, desolately between walking through the neighborhood, always beg for help channel some of language ... ... that sad, that helplessness, that bitterness, who can bear? Who can understand?

Still clearly remember, one morning, brother of rape from the production team to retrieve one was pesticide poisoning in the chicken. Brothers and sisters were enjoying themselves with delight, thinking that finally gourmet meal. Mother lying on the ground to see pheasants, and touch our heads, could not help tears. Mother asked: Do you want to eat a meal, or eat for three days? We answer: Yes, absolutely full three days. Mother said: Well, I went to the pheasant sold. So the mother hold up a yellow cloth worn umbrellas, braved the drizzle out of the house.

O'clock until three in the afternoon, the mother was carrying a bag of rice back home. One enter the house, then slumped to the mother. Later we learned that, in order to sell only chicken, the mother in the pattering rain, the difficult journey of the eighties in the distance!

In my memory, the mother will always be a three-shift light just before dawn chicken, boil the endless night, piling up live. Busy season, put bright dawn, the mother would quietly get up. Feeding chickens, pigs, laundry, cooking. Cook only one, it is enough for tired mothers. It is necessary to make the family's "iron rice bowl", but also old and sick to do my "nutritious meals", but also ready for labor men at home "meal" - that year, the production team provides labor, the morning after the male labor can not go home for breakfast, but the female labor force out of work the breakfast Shao Shang allow male labor in the fields of "working meals." "Robbery and Snatching" season, but also very early labor, female labor force. Sometimes, the mother to do three sets of your own breakfast and did not have time to eat a few mouthfuls, and labor had to go on an empty stomach.

Spinning cotton, made shoes, socks, make clothes, are very tedious work. Because these tasks, the mother always boil endless night. So, throughout the year, the mother never inseparable eye ointment, eye drops. No money to buy, they asked told his mother, the village barefoot doctor, let him not be used penicillin, neomycin even throw away the bottle. Mother on a regular basis to retrieve the bottle, the bottle remaining liquid as eye ointment, eye drops to use.

Heavy farm work, tedious chores, the mother has been very hard to fatigue; material deprivation and life constraints, leaving his mother and even a bitter choice; the young lose their parents to send black hair bald, especially the mother bear! However, no matter what kind of exhaustion, no matter how the bitterness of frustration, even a lightning bolt, even to crack a landslide, all in all, my mother always clenching his teeth, clenched fists, silently bear, decided to play!

The early 70s of last century, the eldest brother in their prime, through their own efforts, and finally jumped out of the "agricultural gates" into a mountain factory. However, due to marital problems, late spring 1985, in the home than one hundred kilometers of their native place, the eldest brother sadly took his own young life. The bad news came, Shanbengdelie, Wu Mu pain, How tragic!

In 2005, the eldest sister was suffering from stomach cancer. Summer ugg coquette winter slippers season, and was tortured by the disease for six months-old sister, has been shaped thin wreck. Finally one day, big sister of a crooked neck and shoulders, feet Yi Deng - with great pain, with the extreme of the unwilling, Sister wash away.

At that time, the mother is suffering from disease, the body is already rather weak, we are brother and sister a few people will attempt to temporarily block the bad news, plans to tell his mother and then buried a good big sister. Who would have thought the mother already had a premonition, a secretive see our actions, words dodge a sudden paralysis sit on the ground, eyes closed, eventually becoming silent.

Dabei no tears, compassion is also silent. This time, the mother has not cried out loud! And several days, the mother did not say a word! Sensible one knows, the mother's mourning the pain of women, but also is too tragic!